Tinyrc, Plz Help Me

i have been asking you a lot of questions but getting no anwers.
everytime i try to private message someone, it says
Your administrator has disabled private messaging
what is this? and also i really want a zipzap but they dont sell them here in canada, i went to radio shack and they told me this,
i was so sad because my holiday is coming up, and no zipzaps,
therefore everyday i am really sad, i know u might not really care about a 13 year old, but can u make a room to start a conversation about zipzaps in canada> i made a lot but no one answers back, and plz email me back. thank you very much